
As for what happened this year, I'm not quite sure. I never made a conscious decision not to play. I thought about it from time to time, and several times said to people "I haven't gotten out this year...we need to play." But it just never worked out. Obviously, if I had the burning desire, it would have been an easy thing. So I guess my level of interest this year just wasn't there. In a way this is odd, because when I stop and think about it, I really do want to grab my clubs and go.
One thing that is a mental hindrance at this point is the knowledge that the next time I do go out I will be rusty, out of practice, and the potential for disaster is high. Avoiding it won't help though, so I need to go into it with the proper attitude - I will be terrible but can have fun anyway. There is time left in the year. Maybe...who knows.
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